drown me in Lethe

ONCE UPON A TIME,
there lived a little cloud in the big blue sky.
It was a happy, white fluffy cloud.
It spent its days drifting and
looking in awe at all the wonders of the earth below.
As the cloud grew, it got bored with the sights.
The not-so-little cloud got depressed and grey.
A tear started to roll off it.
Before long, the not-so-little grey cloud was bawling.
Throwing thunders and
blowing huge howls of wind into its hanky.
Finally, it could cry no more.
It felt much better and a little less grey.
THE END

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

yesterday was my first trip to ttsh A&E and boy do they disappoint me yet again haha!
anw dad was really really sick yesterday as in REALLY REALLY sick cause he called me to ask me where i was so that i can accompany him to the hospital so ya.
he was in such agony that he even asked where hang was cause i was quite unwilling cause i thought it was nothing and i so felt like slapping myself after the whole thing cause i was being such a bitch )':
then anyway after much atggering we finally made it to the taxi stand which by then he was so weak to even stand and was almost kneeling on the floor and rahh i was like quite diao when the couple in front didnt even attempt to like give let us have the taxi first? /:
i am sure i would have if i saw someone like this ):
and so ya we were sent to the A&E and haha there was this medical officer or whoever standing near the entrance where taxis could drop their passengers so i was like phew at least i can get direction and stuff by hey i'm sorry, the person on the phone was clearly more important than a patient who couldnt stand already; he merely point to a tentage where uh there were people sitting so as to point out that there's wheel chair there so wells, what can i do but attempt to support to the area which was like maybe 50m away.
so ya there we have to snake through several people and my dad was already complaining that he cant walk (and he seldoms admit things he cant do cause of his stubborness so when he does, it really is serious) to get to a chair and that's when i realise we got into the wrong area as apparently the tentage was for people who came in via ambulance but hey it's not my fault that a medical officer pointed here to me like as if i were to know ttsh inside out haha
then nvmd, after i rested my dad, i approached this paramedic who was like the only person who seems to care a bit but hey i didnt know how wrong i was
the first thing he asked was:
paramedic: 'how did you come'
me: 'uh taxi?'
paramedic: (stone a bit) 'oh you have to go there' (pointed another area)
me: 'uh but my dad's too weak to walk'
so he reluctantly left his counter and get a wheelchair
paramedic: 'can you ask him to come here'
me: 'he is too weak too walk'
and again he reluctantly pushes the wheelchair to him and for a starter, he didnt even lock the wheelchair before transporting my dad onto the wheelchair and I have to support the wheelchair for him
then, he totally forgot to put down the leg rest so I again have to left up my dad's leg and put it on the resting before his shoes drop out or gets his leg dragged before some paramedic pushes him away
and so ya, after that he asked what happened to him and so i just simply replied nauseous and dizziness
hmn maybe i should have elaborated like 'oh my dad was suspected to have some endolymph imbalance, hence he feels giddy and thus vomitted. oh did i mention that he has been like this for a few weeks hence in accordance, his body's pH must being severly imbalance due to the lost of body fluid and so i dno maybe some neurosystem may be involved too. and maybe just to add to that he may be dehydrated' cause apparently he wasnt impress at all and GAVE A SNORT haha!
i'm sorry my dad didnt like vomit until blood came out or maybe got too dizzy and roll down the stairs and hurt his head and get his limbs get entangled and i'm sorry the scene's not to bloody enough to impress you like wtf
as in ohkay maybe it's really minor but huh what's the snort for?
and by the way, he was pushed away on those bed shortly cause he almost lost conscious la thanks

to be continued haha cause i realise it's too loong

22:30

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Thursday, July 03, 2008

hello i've been dead for like forever haha!
then hmn i thought that it is time to exercise my brain a bit (:
just some random stuff

1. and so OT it shall be
goodbye pride and whatsoever

2. i am deteremined to work and save more money for:
a. the sentosa at the end of year (which i hopefully will turn to taiwan haiwaii i dno, somewhere?)
haha i am currently basing on this to keep me going so ya (:
b. sending hang overseas for vet science haha!
even though hweeteng and adeline were like saying i will never save that much money but uh i dno, give it as her allowance?
this is one reason that i use to convince myself that OT is good cause it's cheap cheap haha! (:

3. it's simply amazing how really kiasu pple can be haha
every morning at my bus stop, those supposedly highly educated workers (i dno, i assume that they are cause the 162 drop pple off near town which i suppose have smart company who employs smarter pple haha) will really like yi1 wo1 feng1 de4 stand at the edge of the bus stop, competing to be the first one to chiong up the bus when it arrives to i dno, get better seats haha?
it's so i dno, amusing i guess?
it's like when i walk to the bus stop without my specs in the morning and there's still a bobbling crowd then i know i'm still on time haha!
oh wells, i just pray that i wont become like that next time! (:

4. ttsh doctor is so super duper jian4!
sue me for slander or what i dont care but rahh! hang was scheduled on like dec so mom called if there's any earlier slot and hey, there is one in july cause one patient decieded to not do the op so yay!
BUT we can only reschedule on a condition that we 'upgrade' which in other sense pay more la!
wtf can haha
this doctor is even more jian4 than me when trying to cheat money can haha!
not as if it'll kill him to do an minor op on one patient, which he was suppose to anyway

5. talking about jian4, it reminds me of the cat high guy in aj, who is like totally immature until i dno
not as if back-stabbing is not bad enough, he still use golf balls to uh play short put haha /:
hmn makes me wonder what do they teach there haha
oh wells

6. oh i need to mention that i has a wonderful weekend uh last week haha!
friday: we went walking from town to ps to town and to ps again! :D
saturday: we went cuddling then skating which i choose to believe that i've burnt off some calories /:
i havent been jogging my 4km for like two weeks, going on three?
no wonder i gain weight ):
sunday: we went 235 to play wii wheee! :D
so fun haha!
and so my arms were paralysed when i went to work on monday cause i kind of strain my left arm on sat then i got muscle ache from wii boxing on sunday haha!

ohkay i shall hmn go pee and carry on to be a good OL haha

14:25

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