drown me in Lethe

ONCE UPON A TIME,
there lived a little cloud in the big blue sky.
It was a happy, white fluffy cloud.
It spent its days drifting and
looking in awe at all the wonders of the earth below.
As the cloud grew, it got bored with the sights.
The not-so-little cloud got depressed and grey.
A tear started to roll off it.
Before long, the not-so-little grey cloud was bawling.
Throwing thunders and
blowing huge howls of wind into its hanky.
Finally, it could cry no more.
It felt much better and a little less grey.
THE END

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

that day i was helping valerie tan hold her bag then wa it was super heavy!
then haha she reminded me that my bag was even heavier /:
haha i really wonder how did i survive those days
not to say that those days were bad memories, they were just not good memories BUT i had superb memories too especially after hmn my j2 uh vday hehe! :D
but hmn i dno, seeing hang and those current j2s makes me feel sad ):
ah wells just some random thoughts!

oh wednesday wednesday! /:

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

hello i've successfully been on decaf for nearing one and a half month until today so yay, i'm quite proud haha!
it's really hard to cut down from three four five cups to none a day ohkayy (:
but anyhow, haha reading tiffy's post has been hmn intriguing (:
then it makes me think back about what i've uh learn from my work life haha
let's see:
1. i've learnt to really cover your backside (is that how you call it?)
2. how to wear heels and hey, surprisingly my legs are good at adapting and it sure feels good to feel tall and uh not always step on your own pants HAHA :D
3. and i dont know, i think i'm a really evil evil person ):

ah wells, just some random thoughts
and oh oh haha!
i think aj is a good place cause eberyone's there!
as in hang should be there, my bestfriend is working there, and of course my bestfriend's bestfriend is there too haha :D

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Sunday, February 10, 2008

hello i'm back from kampong titi! :D
oh but before that, let's back track

4 February 2008
HAPPY SUPER BELATED 18 VALERIE TAN! :D

oh wells what can i say..
dessert was superb! :D

7 February 2008
oh look look this is what i did during my half day at work (on 6 Feb) for 7 Feb haha!
this shows how super eng i am /:

but, the actual one's nicer hehe! (:

ohkay haha back to cny!
first day wasnt anything much that i could recall of, just that haha uh i talked on the phone to keep myself awake for shou3 shui4/ye4-ing but, i think i fell asleep again haha
i dno i keep falling asleep nowadays /:
haii cant help it when you're getting oldd /:
haha this is the only picture that i took on chu1 yi1
godma really looks like a mi2 le4 fuo2 :D

yup yup then that night, we packed and got ready for our night ride to kampong titi! :D

our train!

for those who havent seen a night train before, the seats are replaced by beds like this (:

and haha this is where i hung my shoes (it was supposedly for the curtains i guess) after hang frightened me with all the stories about the poor security across the borders and not to mention how uh la1 ta1 i dressed to look less targetable to the i dno burglars haha

and hello, look who's here! :D
it's kiwi in representative to keep me warm and for me to hug on my trip hehe! :D

and here's my dad and kiwi trying to steal the limelight hehe :D

after an hour or so, we reached the woodlands checkpoint,

then johor bahru

but after that, the train was like super slow cause my dad says the train is also carrying some container so it'll take longer to load and unload stuff so ya /:
and so ya i tried to sleep whilst dad being really excited couldnt sleep at all, unlike hang who pigged out like immediately haha until 4+ when we reached our station! :D

8 February 2008
yay here's a look at the train station!

it's interestingly small (:

yup yup then little uncle and his new wife came to pick us up with his super cute car!
as in i dno, the seats like old until you can feel the spring protruding when you sit, and you can literally feel the car running, and haha you'll really feel like you're just like sitting inside a steel container only but it's super fun :D
yup yup zig-zagging the hill was cool cause it was super misty/foggy and wa like some roller coaster ride in those haunted mansion you'ld find in the amusement park, minus the scary element (:
and it was super breezy like in Genting haha

after yet another hour, we finally reached my ahma's house (:
here's the view from outside the room we reside and nope, it's not my poor camera skills ohkay (:
it's really misty outside and actually there are hills behind which cant really be seen and, it's was like already 8 plus 9am haha.

yay the mist only stayed when we came cause the other days didnt have this much mist (:

haha then after my cold morning walk and bath, my cute little cousin jingyi finally woke up haha!
she couldnt recognise me cannn but hello, i'm sure i'm her favourite cousin cause she keeps taking picture with/of meee :D
and ahem she just sent me an overseas sms :DD

oh by the way, this toy gun thingy is damn painful!
as in it really shots out pellets that hurts till your skin swells and it's only legiable for those above 18
cool right :D
and haha here's choumeng (with the toy gun, uh hat and uh phone? super mismatch la HAHAHA!) and jianmeng, my primary two cousin who is forced to be mature/ grow up faster than others of his age

yup yup then went for a ride around the school and haha outside the house's is their small little garden which is 100% organic ohkay! :D

there's no artificial fertiliser added uh unless you count my little uncle's uh hmn haha :D

yup i dno why but time really passes slowly in the village haha!
like see, even my 2nd uncle can uh sit until he falls asleep haha (:

and all of us felt as though we've played taidi for a few hours and were certained that it was already in the afternoon but hello, it was only like 10 plus 11 in the morning can haha!

then yay the ice-cream man finally came :DD
what's better than having cheap and authentic ice-cream delivered to your doorsteps :D

YUMMY YUMMY! :DD

and after lunch, who's to visit but my nephews- all five of them HAHA! :D

and it was really chaos!
wa i wonder how my cousin handles all five of them!
zai3! :D

yup at night we had dinner and it was like a madrush, leading to my fatty fat fat and indigestion now /:
cause it was quite crowded, (chu1 er4 what) so a lot of people ordered like tables and tables so they just keep serving and serving so as to clear off as many tables as possible haha
so we were like stuffing and stuffing and at some point the table was so full that some of us have to carry the new dishes on our hands while eating :D
and yay i finally met my other nephew yongqiang who is super cute and really looks like winnie the pooh :DD

and i really pei4 fu2 zhenmeng (my cousin, aka winnie the pooh's father) and his family planning cause his wife's expecting their second child and ahem, he's only a few years older than me (:
seriously, to think of it, it's really better sometimes when you have not much choices and ya, your life's just revolve in this familiar circle

and ya look at the decorations on the streets! :D
it's really amazing that really, the whole streets were decorated liberally like really some gu3 zhuang1 show on tv haha

and plus there are loads and loads of beautiful fireworks that may go off anytime in the night, and in the morning there's fire crackers :D

oh oh before i end off on my chu1 er4, let me introduce my other cousin which uh i dno his name cause we're really quite distant, both physically and uh socially haha!
compare and contrast! :D

he's nearing 2m haha!
and speaking of growth spurts, look at this!

i feel shorttt /:

yup yup on the morning before we left, we made a final trip down to the streets to uh i dno, grab some cheap stuff haha!
i realise i didnt spend much during this trip other than paying for some snacks like the ice creams, and the chicken essence that we all chipped in so ya, i only spent like maybe 30 ringgits haha
cheap cheap sia! (:

yup yup so all in all, i enjoyed my trip back very much even though it was rather hmn rather worth reflecting.
anw, i was initially quite sore about not being able to uh tuan bai or something BUT hehe it was made up today and boy was it hottt :D

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