ONCE UPON A TIME,
there lived a little cloud in the big blue sky.
It was a happy, white fluffy cloud.
It spent its days drifting and
looking in awe at all the wonders of the earth below.
As the cloud grew, it got bored with the sights.
The not-so-little cloud got depressed and grey.
A tear started to roll off it.
Before long, the not-so-little grey cloud was bawling.
Throwing thunders and
blowing huge howls of wind into its hanky.
Finally, it could cry no more.
It felt much better and a little less grey.
THE END
until today then i realise how numb i've been after the past few weeks as in ohkay friday was an exception cause i was uh taken over by the stupid stomach flu and my lovely favourite sport, so i just simply slept happily through till the next day. then the weekends were spent to make up the past few weeks, even months lost for family and relatives and i hate it when its becoming to feel like a chore, a need instead of a want. so ya, only up till today then i just realise that i've only spent today just like i want it for myself. ohkay not exactly unless, minus the bring home dinner part which i totally regretted ): i should have just continue the ride to my other home hehe (: yup yup so uh the main point is, i'm currently suddenly overwhelmed and engulfed by uh alot of thoughts/feelings/realities, and they're not really good ones ):
anw i shall just talk about today, the 'make myself happy' and 'exam 我最大' day :D haha was suppose to meet alot (mostly s17) of pple today but in the end, i only met ONE for almost the WHOLE DAY haha! but it's better (: in fact, it feels so good and right that i want it to happen EVERY DAY haha! (x
yup woke up early to make breakfast/lunch/tea/break haha i dno, then chiong like mad and yay! finally got to take the same bus as hang :D then wa waiting for 130 is really a good slow dying/killing method haha cause your 130 is like soo efficient haha and i almost died of kan-chiongness yay then haha i took 131a for the first time! and mrt at novena early in the morning! :D soo fun haha! yay i like early early stuff! :D yup then back at aj it started to rain! boo there goes my morning jog so haha, might as well make full use of the bus concession even though i'm waterproof so i took two trips of 269, then 166 for sheltered way to home :D wa 5 buses at one go haha so fun!
yup yup then in the afternoon i was contemplating cause i was feeling bad for feeling good then i thought, since i may not be happy until quite sometime later, why not just be really happy today haha! aiya doesnt sound logical but bahh. studied, secretly stared, amchio-ed and played at the library till six plus then had dinner which was uberly warm and homely hehe :D
one day, i'll tell the western food auntie how we are really related ohkay (:
22:02
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Saturday, September 22, 2007
haha what did i learn from yesterday? never force things up AND down at the same time cause it may come out from both up AND down at the same time too (: yup the prelims are over haha but hmn i think i should get ready again for the mock round of prelims again which uh i'll most probabaly fall into haha rahh yup yup backtrack.
yesterday rahh i was suppose to be out but rahh because of some stupid things i did, i was on bed the whole day and night which was quite terrible ohkay, minus the all action no talk part hehe (: and yup yup, it definitely scared off the stomach flu bug hehe. and i realise keeping yourself happy just before you read a sad letter is uh good cause it'll cancel out the effect haha yup piggy i geng until friday till i read your letter haha and also the 640 words essay cause i was afraid they'll affect my uh study haha!
160907-170907 my piggy lies over the ocean, my piggy lies over the sea, my piggy lies over the ocean, oh bring back my piggy to me bring back, oh bring back, oh bring back my piggy to me, to me bring back, oh bring back, oh bring back my piggy to me you'll be missed dearly piggy! (':
310807-020907 woo chalet spelt fun fun fun! :D just that i couldnt really join in cause of uh prelims haha guee and thin thin are good friends! :Dlook at the long handed & legged hang!and these kids really play games from the tv like yugioh dual monster can haha!and of course the cute joshua :D
ohkay i think my headaches' back so thou shall be gone (:
09:47
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Saturday, September 15, 2007
& hide;
after having my relaxant last night, i finally got to sleep, for a while?