ONCE UPON A TIME,
there lived a little cloud in the big blue sky.
It was a happy, white fluffy cloud.
It spent its days drifting and
looking in awe at all the wonders of the earth below.
As the cloud grew, it got bored with the sights.
The not-so-little cloud got depressed and grey.
A tear started to roll off it.
Before long, the not-so-little grey cloud was bawling.
Throwing thunders and
blowing huge howls of wind into its hanky.
Finally, it could cry no more.
It felt much better and a little less grey.
THE END
thanks to shadiqin, my age tolerance of children have extended to hmn p2 haha (: and lynette! HAHA banana in pjs! but really, if i'm thinking what you're thinking i'm thinking, then you are right (:
sorry but i think i this song is super nice and uh reflective haha (: and i shall be happy cause i got a new shoes hehe with her (: and haha i guess i slept quite well last night, as in i didnt dream or anything and only woke up twice haha oh wells.
because of you - ne-yo want to but i can't help it i love the way it feels this got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real i need it when i want it i want it when i don't tell myself i'd stop everyday knowing that i won't
i've got a problem and i (don't know what to do about it) even if i did, i don't know if i would quit but i doubt it. i'm, taken by the thought of it
and i know this much is true baby, you have become my addiction i'm so strung out on you i can barely move, but i like it
and it's all because of you so, and it's all because of you and it's all because of you so, and it's all because never get enough, she's the sweetest drug
think about it every second, i can't get nothing done. only concern is the next time, i'm 'gonna get me some know i should stay away from, cause it's no good for me. i try and try but my obsession, won't let me leave.
ain't no doubt so strung out over you
10:17
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
aye have been thinking a lot lately, way too much /: and hmn talked to jinru today and it made me reflect bahh i really dont like reflections cause it makes me sad and what do i do when i'm sad? i'll start my vivious cycle of uh fattening haha hmn if only i could remake some decisions /:
oh wells. nowadays have been sucky like since sunday but thank goodness nigu is super entertaining or else i'll be like even zi4 bi4-er (: and oh i havent passed like a single subject? am i dead or dead /:
wa i didnt know i seek such great comfort in food haha cause i had a really scary dream then immediately after i woke up, i started to stuff myself at like waht five in the morning? like huh so weird haha! maybe all my motor neurons are connected to the mouth only la haha
oh i've always been wondering about this lady who i see every morning as in i'm highly amazed by how she could ever survive this world like that hmn.
18:58
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Friday, March 23, 2007
went back to get the equipments from stnicks today and waa i almost swept the whole nursing cabinet clean la and haha thank youboonyi ruixin and jocelyn for helping me push the trolleys all the way from stnicks to peirce! (:
and claire haha! thank you for being uh so sweet haha (: and good job for discovering my secret! bu4 kui1 for being the president of the nigu club :D but haha there wont be any more secrets so uh dont need to read too much anymore cause i got a new place to write my secrets (: off to my new secret hideout haha (:
20:36
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
it won´t be long so please be strong 'cause i'm holding on for you
to my idiot who drew on my skirt today haha! CHEER UP! :D
argh i hate working in front of the computer cause i'll binge like super alot rahh oh wells /: ndp sounds exciting but rahh screw As. i think we're getting back results tmrw /: basket
19:32
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
first and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEYING! MY SUPER NICE AJ CHOPSTICK! :D wa this bring back so much memories of aj! ): and haha jieying! i thought of you during nj road run! (: bahh i miss you! ):
anws, i rushed back from 225 once uh i thought i had spent enough time so that the rest of the day i'll be occupied, mentally haha ohkay so dumb but urgh, friday night was really nan2 ao2 ): i was so super tired and yet i couldnt sleep but i still managed la after crying myself to sleep cause the whole house was super quiet and so weird and i felt so empty inside especially after you left and so i went over to 225 and stayed over for saturday and sunday (: and i slept all the way on saturday after i came back from HELP can haha! i guess i was uh really tired haha and especially when i woke up choking, which is like, so weird haha! and i swear i want can sleep forever! especially in your arms. haha i would have done so if we didnt have lunch! (: and so it's really a good place to recuperate and i got to borrowed the cao ge's superman and i ate a lot a lot! ohkay i shall listen to chuanting and not think so much! yes yes so let's get my mind to be preoccupied so that it wont wander way off again. thank youchuanting for always hearing me rubbish haha! :D
20:20
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Friday, March 16, 2007
ahh i want to blog before today ends!
haha the invitation emails shall just wait
yup anw went for the zone comp briefing and i was late, which is super ironic cause i live like the nearest haha
anw, ya after that i went home and bathe again!
omg it's like so super hot nowadays /:
yup then someone was late!
haha i think i've been seeing indemnity forms for too long and so all i could think of was, 'uh if something -touch wood- happens on your way to my house, i got no indemnity form to cover for you haha.'
uh haha no link but nvmd!
anws then had lunch which was funny! (:
hmn we bought the ingredients to go with the spaghetti , then haha!
i suddenly realise the spaghetthi which i supposedly have was, pooft gone haha!
uh ya so we had only mushroom omelette and tomato egg! (:
hello high cholestrol!
yup then we were supposedly studying in the library but we ended up watching tv the whoole dayy!
tsk tsk tsk :D
ya then we went jeight!
ohkay THANK YOU for uh shun4 chong2-ing me to haha take neos (:
i think the process is super hilarious and i look reatrded but hmn haha i like the photos taken (:
ohkay time for a hair cut!
and wa guess what's for dinner?
part of my belated 16th birthday present haha!
ehh it's not cake, it's this huge layer of cream ohkay
hello fats!
but it's nice la (:
ohkay so what are the lessons learnt today?
1. check that you have ALL ingredients before coooking!
2. learn your jap well before taking neos haha!
3. and spray mummy's room with ALOT of insecticides before entering!
aiya ohkay i'm tired so i'm not thinking right
anws the not very shuai cao ge have nice songs and it's addictive!
but bahh i can only carry all these memories into the new term /':
23:46
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
after sewing for uh like 7 hours, i can hereby conclude that i cant be a seamstress haha! it's so super ugly /: anws got the bathing set with chuanting yesterday after our study session at her house! thank you chuanting haha, for everything! (: i think it's super ugly but hang said it's ohkay so ya, i shall just followed her taste of 'nice' and! haha i think hang knows my secret haha! she keep like uh prompting me or sth but still, i shall act goong (:
omg is there like some 24 hours pharmacy like somewhere? i feel so argh dirty and fat and rahh
anws, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSU and FERA! :D
21:57
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
i'm currently in the oh-shit-the-ripple-effect-is-so-big-and-i'm-so-screwed mood /: RAHH my shoulders and neck are aching ): bahh have to resend again and flood pple's mail i'm so sorry ):
10:51
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Monday, March 12, 2007
oh went back late for na's assessment today ): wa so super sorry cause i was too happily filing the indemnity forms then i lost track of time until valerie called me /:
anws after that went to angmokio hub with wessa and valerie tan, missing darling though /: oh wells. both of you! CHEER UP ! :D ya then the whole building's like playing cao ge's song la haha and oh we met yiting and puayhoon too yup then haha bus-ed home and uh i love this cao ge's song (:
天使忌妒的生活 - 曹格 (click and listen!) 真的什么都别说 彩虹正在消失 我们赶快捕捉 以后的以后再说
你安静的眼神 也有一种节奏 Love is a beautiful thing 多美丽 多难得 Love is a wonderful thing
i shall look forward to friday :D ohkay i'm tired and it's the first time in my whole life sending out so many mails haha.
23:54
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
i want to think out loud! i shant care today if it's disorganise or what haha. my mental age is 11 and lynette yap's 12 which is so super unfair! and i think i look eighteen! i am going to be eighteen haha! talking about eighteen, stupid happy and valerie tan laughed at me yesterday! anyways i called/talked to a lot of people just now! and i feel uh accomplished HAHA! xbox was super fun today and madjack's going to die ): everyone's leaving, as in auntie left and kitchenalan's leaving at the end of the month. so that means only xinhe and cat's left ): hmn hmn oh wells. i realise i'm not looking forward to the march holiday cause rahh. ohkay i dont want to talk about it haha. backtrack backtrack: hmn i think i'm not jealous about her haha, i think i hmn feel sad for her. haha ohkay that so zi4 zhuo4 duo1 qin1. hmn oh wells. and haha do you know, ohkay actually i dont want you to know it that it's not my first time uh looking for so many platers haha. this suddenly occurred to me cause uh haha i was talking to lynette and haii. what's happening to people now. hmn. and so, waa i cant be a good counsellor. oh man sorry happy /: and i decided not to go phuket with my family cause hmn i'm too lazy haha. oh wells. yay which means i got the whole house to myself, which ohkay is not good. i shall go entertain my daddy then haha. ohkay it's near two i shall go sleep cause i'm still sleepy even though i slept like from 3-8 haha. and oh i'm going army market tmrw to check out my new motivation. i think i would want cause rahh. i dont want to elaborate haha. yay so messy! (:
by request: LYNETTE YAP YOU ARE SO MATURE haha. but i look older than you so yay (: oh oh i suddenly recalled the conversation my mom had with auntie florence it made me realise that 25 is really really really a suitable age to leave (:
01:33
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Thursday, March 08, 2007
i am super tired /: i realise i've been sleeping in weird position, at weird time and next to weird things like notes for some time haha and it doesnt help when i keep breaking down when i am reminded of how really school sucks before you came ohkay ohkay backtrack wa my new jian3 fei2 motivaton costs at least 55 bucks! rahh i shall listen to piggy and only get it when i'm uh financially abled haha which is like when la /:
anyhows towned with the girls today cause the guys went to the swimming pool to uh bond haha lunched at NYDC then ya went to walk around before i went back to visit nicholas, to get a photo /:
oh anw, thank youoliviahappy lynette for killing time with me! (: and i played with two babies today! oh man haha so cute! (: someone, anyone please give birth soon and i'll volunteer to babysit haha! (:
yup yup then went back to aj and tadaa guess who i saw- haha peiwen and tianshi! just nice can get pple to stone with me hehe and haha it feels like a carcol gathering when jiayao came, missing mathangi though
yup then we walked to the macs to meet wellisa! :D and we had counselling sessions which is haha super entertaining and we played at the playgrounds! oh man i realise i havent swing for super loong haha! /: oh i'll upload wellisa's gao1 gao1 zai4 shang4's photo once argh i re-install everything cause my comp crashed oh well what's new haha!
yup then had a nice trip down to hougang avenue 3 thanks to bus 25 haha! (: (see i remembered the number!) and i tried to sleep on the way back but argh rahh ohkay i dont want to talk about it cause it's just so heart wrenching :'c
22:57
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Monday, March 05, 2007
wuguis! (: and baby (:
rahh this sucks i think tmrw will be a even more depressing day. bahh ):
19:41
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Friday, March 02, 2007
YAY I'M SO SUPER HAPPY FOR YOU PIGGY! :D (although i dont know why haha) so i'm super high now and so i decided to come online after falling asleep TWICE reading bio /: oh and i'm quite disappointed that Bt cannot affect mammals and fish ): anws, good job for your As haha! :D bahh but i can foresee my mom scheming some plan to steal your brain haha! oh wells oh i just suddenly remembered somthing which happened the other day
mom: whose string is it? hang: HAHA must be ah zei's! *smirk* me: ? hang: OH NO IT's MINE! hang/me: AHHHH!! *panic* me: WAHAHAHAHA
ohkay it doesnt make sense, and it has no content just like my gp )': 'religion is more a divisive force then a civilising agent. comment' haha i bet anyone in their right mind will immediately cross out and skip this essay question, which i didnt HAHAHA! can i die bahh /:
anws i think i'm too numb or something to feel sad already ): and i realise something! i've been maintaining my 'quite happy' mood since uh february! (: good job chocolate bean! :D omg i cant stand it!
i'm so positive haha! :D
and rahh about february! i actually forgot that it has only 28 days and so i happily counted that the dateline for the submission of the forms for zonecomps was next tues! and now haha it's being extended to then cause i couldnt send out the reminder on time glenn it RAHH.
and oh i got a new ringtone HAHAHA it's THIS song which some idiot says it's retarded tsk tsk i think the lyrics's quite sweet ohkay even though it's uh just like this:
