drown me in Lethe

ONCE UPON A TIME,
there lived a little cloud in the big blue sky.
It was a happy, white fluffy cloud.
It spent its days drifting and
looking in awe at all the wonders of the earth below.
As the cloud grew, it got bored with the sights.
The not-so-little cloud got depressed and grey.
A tear started to roll off it.
Before long, the not-so-little grey cloud was bawling.
Throwing thunders and
blowing huge howls of wind into its hanky.
Finally, it could cry no more.
It felt much better and a little less grey.
THE END

wenxu
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one hope
two truth
three wisdom
four wisdom

anderson jc (pae)
terra/carcol
s1606

national junior college (jae)
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Saturday, December 30, 2006

oh my comp is back!
but with EVERYTHING gone so ya
good luck to me.
and i dont feel like updating without all my pictures ):
rahh

and they are leaving for phuket during next year march without me again.
thanks ~~, and now i know where i stand~~

this totally sucks ):
and guess what i'm doing again haha
GLENN IT.
RAHH

i'm sorry for blaming you,
for everything i just couldnt do

oh wells just a brief backtrack cause i just simply love them all:

26th december 2006-
4 wisdom christmas outing! :D

eight of us! -> missing edeline phua and janis wong /;

1:marg 2:cleo 3:bix 4:lei 5:char 6:tiffy :D

oh look look, this is interesting!

fromcleo

to lei

then jarr haha! :D
i didnt notice the change until uh just now
yup yup anws more photos could be found here

27th december 2006
after pangseh-ing carcol for the wisdom outing,

i finally got to send yanghan off (':

and i guess i'll be re-visiting the airport soon to send off cleo and marg
bahh )':

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Saturday, December 23, 2006

oh gosh i just ate like so much just now /;
there goes my fasting
RAHH
but anw today was still quite fun compared to the past few days haha
ohkay let's see what happened
oh i baked cookies today so that i can try out the icing and it's not bad ohkay haha, for a first timer, and ahem! my icing is not fat cause i didnt use butter and milk :D

yup then ya!
i think ystd was the last day at madjack ):
and it wasnt really like fun like last time but anyhow, i think i'll miss them, especially alan the cook
and i realised i'm like the only one who dares to call him uncle alan while others call him alan or kitchen alan haha
and i almost cried when he said like 'yao4 ji4 de2 chang2 hui2 lai1' (':
he's so super nice haha!
anws,

xinhe and jaymie with her new one-day-old haircut :D

and my favourite banana and caramel crumble! yum yum :D
and auntie specially made it so nice for christmas haha
and oh ya i finally what auntie had been calling me!
at first it was ah girl, then xiaobudian, then somehow it changed into robert, which was suppose to be robot haha!
ohkay she's so cute :D

auntie and uncle alan (background) (':

ohkay enough about madjack
i want to complain now!
rahh there's like four animals in my house now, not as if it's not messy enough
and i admit i was never a good pet owner so ya
but cotton and candy are sure cute haha
so are my baby and boy (:

yay i think this post is super long so yup.
and oh ya a new year never looked so gloomy before,
and school never sucks this much.
RAHH, glenn it haha

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

hello i'm back
and i just saw something which hmn makes me quite sad aha ):
oh wells

anw i think i was quite productive haha!
i did uh three math paper during the past four days /;
ohkay it was bad but nvmd
at least i did something
and oh i sent out all the christmas cards (:

oh look look!

PUT YOUR NAME'S MEANING AT THE TOP.
A: likes to drink
B: Likes people
C: is wild and crazy
D: Has one of the best personalities ever.
E: A GOOD KISSER
F: People adore you.
G: never let people tell you what to do
H: Have a very good personality and looks.
I: Loyal to those you love.
J: Lives life for fun.
K: Really silly.
L: Loved by everyone
M: Makes dating fun
N: Dead sexy.
O: Best in bed.
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: F*ckin crazy
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: Loyal to those you love.
U: Really like to chill.
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z: Always ready

ohkay this totally sucks.
RAHH

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

hello i'm super tired cause hmn haha i didnt really sleep last night, i cant remember why but nvmd.
anws today was the nco exam!

invigilating was quite fun i guess except for the sudden trend for ambulances to clip up their hair,

and lots and lots of sweets to keep us awake, proudly brought to us by shuyu :D

yup then had dinner at pastamania, bugis!
WA I ATE A LOT TODAY
so dead ):
yup it was fun :D
and i got a dream catcher from my honey! :D

ohkay sweet dreams and haha i think i shall be mia for some time (:

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Friday, December 15, 2006

RAHH i can feel my fats growing /:
and mom said i grew fatter!
waa so much for messing haha.
ohkay i shall stick to boiling water only next time haha
hmn the swelling better goes down by tmrw.

I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

hello i'm back from the nco camp!
hmn let me reacall what happened
oh ya thank goodness xinlei help me print a hardcopy of the camp booklet or else it'll have been so dead haha

ohkay i give up.
i cant remembered what happened
but hmn i kind of miss camp haha!
and i only felt it today after uh my treatment when we had to eat in the foodcourt, then i didnt know what to eat cause during camp everything was arranged ):
waa i miss messing around with my honey, the greys and everyone else, and the warm family kind of feeling when we sit around the table ):
and i miss sleeping in the kitchen

and ya!
i realise i lost my feel for bunk inspection!
as in during all the bunk inspection, i was uh quite slack i guess
bahh /:
and rahh i cant command already ):
oh man ohkay i suddenly realise i've turned totally useless haha
oh wells, i shall just hmn stick to making not nice milo or just uh boil water with my eye power haha
yup yup

egret at my boring station /:
haha but i suddenly realise how l o n g xinrong is can cause no one else can like uh stretch as long as her haha
and i didnt notice lynette posing for this haha

shuyu's favourite dingo-er- shengming! in his oh-so-cute clip haha
and he sedia-ed when i told him i want to take a photo of his hair like how cute la haha

oh wells.
oh ya i remembered what i wanted to say
after i know shengming's name, i cant remember my DI's name haha oh wells
and rahh i did something horrible and totally stupid on the second last day just because i cant control my stupid eye
but thank goodness there were lingyan and my honey haha
thank you :D
but ya, i'm quite glad cause it was quite a good choice (:
and ya there was also a message via jinan which was totally unexpected (:

ohkay i shall go sleep even though i uh just slept for fourteen hours haha
oh and ya i miss sleeping less than 2 hours everyday haha /:

and i onyl know this evening that margaret is leaving for australia )':

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Saturday, December 09, 2006

omg i cant believe i'm still here at this hour when the camp is just like later haha.
but i just want to say:
I LOVE YOU XINLEI! :D
THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH!
i think i'll be so dead without you haha

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Thursday, December 07, 2006

woo i'm back from my dad's house!
and tadaa mom and paul went crazy and bought so many things?
they got a new flat screen tv, which in exchange they got a new dvd set, a karaoke set, headphones, earpiece and travel bag,
which none of them belongs to me aha but nvmd.

oh the stay at dad's was fun! :D
i get to go to the market place and explore (:
and aha i got a new wallet which i think is super funny!

but i like (:

and oh while shopping i found some dinosaurs on a baby's cloth

ohkay i shall quickly do finish the camp booklet /;

19:03

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Friday, December 01, 2006

hello i just baked a cake with cream that is overly sweet,
and i cleared my table which made me even sadder cause it brought back so much memories haha, especially reminding me of valine tjitra! (':
and then i also realise why i always like to binge when i'm uh not happy
cause eating helps me to swallow my tears
and homes never felt so hmn distasteful before.
i guess it's near full moon that's why.
oh wells.

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hang just said i'm useless hahaha!
not as if i need another person to stress this point to me
not as if paul havent been telling me secretly that mom's tired of me ahaha
not as if i dont know that if i were her i would just murder me ahaha

and oh ya CPF just send some mail to me and how am i suppose to know what is it talking about la haha
do i look like i want to live until the ripe old age of 62 and retire?
and mom says she's too lazy to read uh so i just opt out of everything haha

and tmrw!
i shall just make merry ahahah
fish.

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