drown me in Lethe

ONCE UPON A TIME,
there lived a little cloud in the big blue sky.
It was a happy, white fluffy cloud.
It spent its days drifting and
looking in awe at all the wonders of the earth below.
As the cloud grew, it got bored with the sights.
The not-so-little cloud got depressed and grey.
A tear started to roll off it.
Before long, the not-so-little grey cloud was bawling.
Throwing thunders and
blowing huge howls of wind into its hanky.
Finally, it could cry no more.
It felt much better and a little less grey.
THE END

wenxu
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

wa i feel like L haha! (ya right, if only i had his body frame)
cause i'm also staring at screens and binge-ing on my baking m&m thanks to I&R /:
and thanks to the god of death, i'm also binge-ing on apples now haha
WA so super fat! ):

i pray for the teacher who came up with pw
she must have been cursed at so much so that her life is shortened by half

ohkay it's the first time i dont really feel like going to madjack cause i feel so incredibly fat ):

09:34

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

HAPPY SWEET 16 dear SHUYU! :D

wa this week is really an eating spree
and rahh i dno how i'm going to loss all these fats haha
oh wells but today was super fun with lei tiffy ede and jan! :D

i so miss our good old times )':
haha and they're so super nice!
they actually went to make an effort to surprise me with this chocolate cake when uh tiffy lure me to the toilet haha :D

and HAHAHA edeline was so super funny! :D
she ordered the wrong stuff and in the end she had to eat a plain prata, a tissue prata and a murtabak (?) haha like wow

the leftover murtabak (:

oh man i just simple love them! :D

chiobus

turn uh funny haha

spongebabe tiffy! :D

edeline phua, my hugging partner (':

and also my dear dear CLEO NGIAM! :D
i so so so miss you! )':
TAKE REALLY GOOD CARE!
thanks a million for the oversea call which must have cost you a bomb! (':
it really really meant alot (:

and wa after today, this song makes me want to cry ):
黄义达 - 如果爱就现在吧
如果爱就现在吧
以拥抱看着未来
有太多事留给明天等待
太多话想要说明白

如果爱就告诉我吧
回应我拥抱你的姿态
不要再放开
你和我最美的状态
就是继续尽情的相爱

如果爱就现在吧
生命中还有甚么
比拥有你更肯定的精彩
填满了每个未来

如果爱就告诉我吧
回应我拥抱你的姿态
不要再放开
你和我最美的状态
让我们尽情的拥抱到未来

我已感觉到爱已经盛开
所有可能都将到来
那不是意外
是一种美丽的邂逅
从眼前朝向未来展开

如果爱就现在吧
别让我继续徘徊
有太多事留给明天等待
太多话想说明白

20:54

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

yay i'm 17 and yes, i feel so much older and more mature!
ya right HAHAHA
ohkay i shall have a super long entry! (:

hmn ohkay backtrack:
thursday- 26th october
rahh going to shool is really super pointless?
went over to hc right after the principle talk which is at 0930
then fera stayed on so i wanted to go vivo with claire and sutyee
and just when we reached newton mrt, i suddenly rmb i have a cousin living in chuachukang so i decided to pop by for a visit/sleep haha (:
and wa i cant believe nj uniform can camouflage with the bus stop so well that the bus just went pass me! /:
oh wells
and the stay at hongzhen's house is so super fun!
and i ate super a lot haha! :D
and ya they sent me back to school at 345 for gm and op stuff /:
bahh
and haha went madjack to buy a slice of chocolate delight (which mom and hang dont shang3 lian3), as well as to pass them my horrible cookies HAHAHA (:

yesterday- 27th october
yay caught death's note with chuanting at ps haha!
and yes i didnt cry when i see her! (:
and i dno why she chose to starve herself throughout the movie and make herself feel so uncomfortable in the end /:
and yes i told her about the ! who got so ! that i feel like !
RAHH and boy am i disgusted when i think back about it!
yuck yuck

but ya i thought the movie was ohkay haha but i want to catch the sequal to that! (:
yup then rushed off right after the movie cause have to meet mom and hang to go to the temple
and ya had prayers until nine plus ten and haha i think mom is super cute haha
cause i was wearing shorts and just nice the temple was at geylang, so she got so uh edgy haha (:
oh wells
and look what i found on our way back!

fellow carcol haha! (:
and yes, nothing can beat the joy of receiving snail mail!
but i'm still stuck with the reply even until three in the morning
rahh ohkay even up till now /:

today- 28th october
yup decided to slack about until one plus and i snacked a lot in between ):
then met en at two! :D
yay so super happy HAHAHA :D
and tadaa!

haha i think en jiayu and lei can conglomerate and open a card making company in the future HAHAHA! (:
and i still think en is super funny and such a nice person to crap with despite being so weighed down by so many stuff herself (:

me: haha en! :D it's my turn to cheer you up haha! dont worry we'll survive through all these together! (: yay yay yay! :D jiayou! oh we can go for sqd massage!
en: haha yes we'll survive! survivors. eh haha yah ok squad massage! we can massage each other haha
haha yup, take care en! (:

and then i tried to clean up the house a little but ya, it was a flop
oh wells
yay then went over to 225 for the pizza party! :D
and we got a free box of chicken wings (:
WA SO SUPER FAT ):
and tmrw i'll be eating with the 4wisdom again and there's bbq in the evening
WAA ):

anws just some thank yous, which you, whoever reading may skip (:

birthday messages: (i just want to thank this pple who even remembered my birthday haha. THANKS! :D)
anna janis terr hongzhen hongyi valerie tianshi lynette claire chuanting fera huiwen zoeraine yilin tiffy xinlei edeline boonyi lingyan en shuyu bixiu suhui dad! yien wellisa happy crystal jiayu yingtung mathangi jiayao lester junyong elgar minjun

thank you wellisa for the baby poster
thank you valerie tan for the shirt, mail and card
thank you my ever dearest squadmates for the BIG hongbao HAHA :D
thank you beng jehanne jinru chenye yinghan deborah jiafang and uh the mystery chaos keeper for the lamp haha.
not as if you guys will see this but still, thanks!
it was really unexpected (:
thank you chuanting for the monsterous looking wugui notebook haha
no la joking but it'a really super sweet! (:
and finally thank you to mom, hang and 225 pple for the pizza party and hongbao for me to pay for the pizzas haha :D

i dno, this year's quite simple but i'm alright with it
haha i think it's thanks to the promos haha

and gasp!
my mom actually knows i have a blog!
scary haha
ohkay i think i shall end here and uh think about my reply letter which hmn, i dno ):

23:01

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

yay i tried a new recipe today! (:
but it's uh not really nice ):
haha i dno why it grew so uh fat until they got stuck together
hmn maybe i added too much baking powder hahaha
oh wells
nvmd i can still give to uh claire fera and weili to clear HAHA

oh ya TAKE CARE WEILI!

i'll give this funny cookie to you tmrw haha!

so i can hereby conclude that valine's recipe is still the nicest haha! :D
and ya baked with valine's recipe with claire ystd hohoho
tsk tsk sweet and scandalous (:

rahh ohkay i dno i feel uh lost again /:
like hello, i dont mind baking cookies for the rest of my life
or maybe i can be uncle alan's apprentice!
hmn i think i somewhat envy him for being able to do what he wants
oh no, talking about him, i dont dare to give him my cookies tmrw ahaha!
i think he'll die of uh diabetes haha
oh wells (:

oh ya went OCS today!
so cool haha!
and the SAFTI (?) tower is soo nice! (:
and it's so high that you'll confirm die if you drop down from there aha
but i think i'll get scarred first by those hooks on surface of the tower /:
eew aha

rahh i dont want to go to school tmrw!
like hello what did we do on monday?
we went for a bio movie, a chem lecture then we went out to madjack for branch
then we went back for civcs and a 10 mins gp lesson and town
like wow /:

23:10

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Saturday, October 21, 2006

wow this page finally loaded after sooo long
and i forgot what i've wanted to type?
RAHH.

i feel RAHH
i dno i'm binge-ing again so it's not a good sign i guess haha
i think the amount of sweets i just stuff could just easily cause some diabetes aha
oh wells

oh just scrapped through the promos and yay, i think i may be able to retain my combi /;
anws, met jieying on the bus ride back from hq today after the officer seminar! :D
thn i suddenly felt like crying after she alighted?
i dno but ya ):
hmn i think i'll really cry if i see chuanch next week aha
rahh rahh rahh

omg can someone just kill me or sth
cause i think i'm too numb to kill myself already
fishy, should have just do it when pangsai wanted to aha
but it's too late now i guess

21:26

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

today was ARGH
hello, i dont see the point of telling us the solutions now without any answer scripts?
i bet tmrw and the day after will be too
rahh cant wait till the weekends

oh ya haha
HAPPY SWEET 17 CHEN EN! :DD
i'll see you soon on friday! :D
and yes friday shall be a very good day with all my sqdmates (:

oh, i got promoted to make drinks and desert on tues aha! :D
but duhh, it's only for that day aha
and mom suddenly got angry dno for what?
oh wells /;
but i love doing that even though it's stupid
cause at least it can distract me somehow, even it's only for a little while
and rahh i'm binging again cause i'm in front of the comp
ohkay i shall be gone then!

22:05

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

uh hmn i dno where to start haha
hmn ohkay.
on thursday, it was meant to be a no-school day but because of PW, we had to meet at xiuhan's house?
RAHH.
but it was fun la haha :D
and wahaha!
i just love xiuhan's weighing scale haha which is quite unbelieveable (:
and now after lossing some weight i'm feeding myself back /;
oh wells
yup then when we thought we've finally chiong finish our fifth WR, wows we had to do and re-print a sixth one on the day of submission
bahh.

Talk It Out! aha

yup then on saturday, when i thought there's finally a break, i had to go back to do OP ):
WAA!
but nvmd i still went back to aj and met so many pple! :D
mathangi thanesh tiffy edward rosie fangqing and blah blah blah (:
and yup met up with wellisa and valerie at aj and lingyan at nj haha!
and they got me these! :D
SO HAO REN! :DD

baby poster from wessa! :D
i'll pray for you too!

and a shirt from valerie tan!
thank you thank you :D
i love it haha

and ya stoned for half an hour for 852 can!
and even wellisa and friends finished touring aj we were still waiting for the bus?
so in the end the meeting was cancelled and my duty ended at 3?
RAHH.
and so i stupidly went to madjack like at four haha
but wa, in the evening the people come in bulks and we uh almost died aha
oh wells but there was this nice uncle who thought i was underage haha!
and he's super nice and ke3 ai4! (:

yup yup and today we went to seekai's house for OP /;
i think i'll lose madjack soon because of the stupid rahh rahh PW? ):
RAHH 33 more slides, here i come!