Monday, December 05, 2005
oh wow why did it turn out this way haha
it made me feel as though i've live doing nothing
ok fine maybe i didnt aha
oh wells.
aha i guess i've failed in communicating skills cause what i've tried to bring across wasnt done so and worse still, people got the wrong ideas aha
how stupid is that when i caused even more conflicts
oh wells i'm too tired to explain and clarify anymore
damn.
oh wells they can curse me, scold me, bitch about me i dont care
and what i've said DOES NOT represent what other people think ohkay
so stop deluding and all those damn stuff
damn if i could turn back time i wouldnt have even gone for that aha
then so many things wouldnt have turned out this way
i wouldnt have caused a bunk to get scolded
i wouldnt have caused them to be so demoralized although i dont noe for what and yadaa yadaa.
and maybe i could have been born mute too haha (:
aha so stupid
oh well
i spent my whole chalet losing sleep again
but still thanks alot to the people who hear me talk in the middle of the night :D
gosh chalet almost kept me occupied and yet i almost died already
rahh i cant imagine what i'll do after today, that is.
yay i've thought of a great big something for next year :D
i shall tell chuanting about it although i know she will strongly disagree ! /;
or maybe ede ! :D
ok i cant wait till next year around this time of the year !
yes this should cure my insomnia for now cause you are the primary cause of my insomnia
oh wells.
oh ya paul will be flying tmrw !
aha this indicates that i should not be home too from tmrw ! /;
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