ONCE UPON A TIME,
there lived a little cloud in the big blue sky.
It was a happy, white fluffy cloud.
It spent its days drifting and
looking in awe at all the wonders of the earth below.
As the cloud grew, it got bored with the sights.
The not-so-little cloud got depressed and grey.
A tear started to roll off it.
Before long, the not-so-little grey cloud was bawling.
Throwing thunders and
blowing huge howls of wind into its hanky.
Finally, it could cry no more.
It felt much better and a little less grey.
THE END
*haha this songs realli represents my feelings now.. except change the love la haha.. oh man cynthia and laopo!! you just simply rocks! haha i'm motivated by you guys and i tink i shall really try to help her.. love you guys loads! (:
I don't wanna lose you I don't wanna use you
Just to have sombody by my side
I don't wanna hate you I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
I could never change you I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay
13:35
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was kind of giddy this morn when i woke up so didnt go sku.. many pple ponned sku todae.. i'm writing letter to you now althou you'll neva reply.. i tot hard last nite whether to help her. i noe if i'm suppose to go near her, many will shun away from me. i dunnoe. i'm realli lost..
it's all my fault.sorry
13:21
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Tuesday, October 28, 2003
i noe you dun trust me lyk you used to trust me last time.. just very sorry.. haha didnt expect us to get so worked up b'cos of her.. mayb i just over-estimated myself.. i dunnoe but dat's me..
sorry!
22:35
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haes you just get on my nerves nowadays.. you must be reading this now but you dunnoe it is you who pissed me off.. gif me sumtime.. i need to get use to you again.. realli sorry.. couldn't help it..
sumone called and ask me to take care of her.. i dunnoe whether i should listen to him.. some people still cant accept her.. i'm afraid i'll lose the pple when i try to help her.. i realli wan to help.. i will help..
21:29
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Monday, October 27, 2003
My hair was long & shining
You said you can't believe
How could I walk out that door
Or walk along the streets
You told me I should
"You know do some bing bang curly wurly afro thing"
I took your word and did look in my mirror
"Who's that freak?"
Why does the world deceive
Why do I make believe
Took my heel and made Achilles out of me
Still I would wanna be
Someone who'd answer to me
Someone who see like a child
give like a saint
Feel like an angel
never mind the broken wings and
Speak like a picture
cry like the rain
Shine like the star
as long as the fire remains
The vase beside my bed
It's empty almost dead
"It's for all the flowers I'm gonna give you" he said
And now it's collecting dust instead
Why does the world deceive
Why do I make believe
Took my heel and made Achilles out of me
Still I would wanna be
Someone who'd answer to me
21:56
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got mom v.extremely pissed this morning cos i was helping hang to type her notes till the morning la den she scolded me and hang.. so xin2 tong4 for hang.. :( but she's a v.good girl.. she didn't mind being scolded cos she noe it's her fault.. haii. she's juz so nice.. cannot stand her.. haha i was oso banned from staying baq todae cos mom was afraid dat i'll faint cos i onli slept at five haha.. xp
i'm still considering whether to tie braces or not.. i dun wan to cos it'll be a burden to both of them.. i've thought about it.. i'll tie it onli with my own money.. yeah i shall grow up den tie them with my own money.. hmm i'm suppose to but my own sec3 books this years.. kaes i realli mus look for a job this hols.. humph my 55 bucks gone again cos i've to make a new specs.. :P
21:06
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Sunday, October 26, 2003
mom is v.pissed wif dunnoe me or my dad now cos i told her i'm not going to tie braces.. went out wif sokting after cca den go baq dad's hse.. haha he gave me 20 bucks as hong bao.. yeah
eileen, vanessa, yiling: thanks a million for the cake!! :)
22:09
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Friday, October 24, 2003
didn't blog yesterdae cos onli arrived home at 9.15 den todae went to 225 and collected $42! :) kaes i shall recount wad happened yesterdae..
training was cancelled so went j8 wif sokting and yentle.. den ate sakae wif mom.. they couldn't accept dat the other person there was my mom's twin sister.. (--,)lll yups den anw went ps later wif sokting and later met jianxin..
haha den onli when we reach the mrt station den jianxin suddenly remembered dat she forgot to buy a cake for her mom.. she so sweet.. den there was this stupid pervert we met in thre station.. keep looking at us ( or rather jianxin ) with this mag wif holes.. sickening.. den he even stuck out his tongue from the hole! so bian4 tai4!
den at the bus-stop i held a baby! so cute! den sokting sae she look lyk anthea..
hmm tink i'm blogging too often.. shall not blog whe not necessary.. kaes hafta pack my bag fer tmr's cca..
23:13
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Monday, October 20, 2003
haha hang finally blogged! :) yup received my first two presents from my sq mates and suhui and anna i tink.. [paiseh] haha.. haiz got baq some exam scripts todae.. all sucks.. haha ok.. kind of got 'lecture' by sokting again b'cos of *.. hmm they're playing forbidden city now..
haha went ps wif mom and hang.. haha it didn't turn out dat good.. spilt sauces on myself, squashed the baquette which's suppose to be my breakfast tmr.. haiz.. todae is a shit day..
22:42
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long time no blog liao... but nothing to sae actually...haiz tat mimi haven help me find a dae for me to do yi gong... so xcited for it coz like to c happy faces of pple especially old folks... anibody interested can tell me through signing our guestbook...i'm looking forward for the annual chalet... wanna play the whole nite... tonite got westside story...gtg... byez...
..::hang::..
20 oct 2003 10.26p.m.
22:20
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Thursday, October 16, 2003
haiz hang's not coming baq tonite haha.. haha she eluded wif her friends.. haiz.. i'm so bored! guess wad i'm doing now.. i'm marking my mom's student's assessments.. haiz.. i'm going to rot soon.. can't go out tmr cos sokting hafta go baq sku.. :( haiz..
21:18
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Tuesday, October 14, 2003
went out wif annabel, chuanch, sokting and wulin juz now den there was this old woman who spat in the bus.. not realli spit la as in saliva would juz suddenly fly out from her mouth den she was lyke scolding us.. den her saliva got spit onto sylvia, me and sokting.. sokting was traumatised haha.. ate kfc todae.. so fatty.. tink i shall hibernate and lock myself in my room for this week haha.. den maybe i'll grow taller den i oso dun need to eat den can slim down a bit i tink..
haiz i'm in deep shit now.. shall i go stay instead of going to osaka? cos that few weeks got a few evants dat are quite impt.. kaes i shall tink about it later.. haiz haven't got anthea's present.. will gif her on monday.. kaes i shall start hibernating soon.. oh ya suppose to flood lao po's gbk.. hmm will do it some other days..
19:44
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Saturday, October 11, 2003
haha yeah i'm the protector.. haha actualli i cheated a bit in this quiz.. i re-do it a few times haha.. aniwae hang ran away from home! haha she ran to to her paradise cos it's end of her psle.. tink she'll do v.well in the exams! hmm mom dun wan her to go baq to sngs haha.. yups aniwae i noe why my hair was in such a bad condition yesterdae! haha i forgot to comb my hair the nite before, or rather i didn't dare to cos it was quite freaky to go near the mirror at around 3.30 in case you dun see urself haha.. so pple dun anyhow shang4 xia4 associate me wif pple wif neater hair yesterdae.. haha kaes.. charlotte: i won't forget ur present one la.. hmm i promised you vodka ritE? kaes i'll get someone to help me buy for ur b'dae..
09:26
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Friday, October 10, 2003
yeah.. 4 more papers to go and it's the end.. hmm tink i'm gonna flunk my exams.. oh ya tink going osaka on 7/12.. this date looks qutie familiar.. tink is sumone's b'dae or some com date or sth.. hmm if i go den i'll most prob miss the bnco thingy.. but if i dun go i tink mom won't be dat happy.. haha shall tink abt it some other days.. betta get to my lit & art for tmr.. oh yeah going baq to dad's house this sat! haha maybe can get some money haha.. shit need to ask him for the braces money.. i'm so broke.. xp
haha didn't go to sku yesterdae cos got 'slight fever' den return to sku onli at 1+ to collect my stuff to move to 4truth.. den so coincidentally met charlotte who got a headache outside the sku so went baq together.. den in 2truth we oso coincidentally met char sao and phebe... tink prawn was quite upset dat i pon sku.. :<
haha juz stuffed myself wif 1/4 bottle of the scott's emulsion.. maybe lyk dat i'll grow taller.. todae stayed in sku to some kind of chat wif prawn cos she was v.sad dat it was the last hist lesson we're going to haf.. she sae i sacrificed alot for * so i shld ignore * from now on.. haha kaes i'm so mean but i'll try to ignore *..
oh ya i spent 1/2 hour to tink wad's my ambition.. maybe i'll be a dj or sth lyke dat.. dunnoe la.. this will be my last entry before the exam so i betta make it long.. so touched todae.. someone remembered my b'dae! :> oh ya going to sakae on my b'dae wif chuanch and dunnoe who else la..
haiz feel lyke dying.. thot of killing myself but cannot cos lyk dat the insurance company will be earning my money.. so hope someone will assassinate me.. haha
those peeps out there who hates me!! it's the best chance now to kill me!! oso for those who are dying to kill someone, i'm available! but pls kindly leave a note in my gbk (dun need to write name la,, juz sae lyke 'i'm going to kill you!' ) first before killing me so dat i can prepare my will first.. and ya pls kindly stab from my stomach cos in case you fail, i can still claim some money from the insurance.. thanks
